My favorite Idiom.

People who live in glass houses (shouldn't throw stones).

My cousin passed away.

Salaam'alaikum and hello to everyone,

I got the news on Monday that my cousin passed away. The Doctor's had run some test to see if there was any brain activity. There wasn't any except the part of her brain that controlled her heart and breathing which is the brain stem. When my brother told me, I was sad. As soon as he left my room, I cried. I cried because I know what it feels like to lose a mother. My mother died two years ago and it still hurts. My cousins no longer have a mother :(

My cousin's in a coma.

Salaam'alaikum and Hello to everyone,

Last night I decided to go to the hospital and see my older cousin in the ICU. Before I went to the hospital, I cried to my little brother. I know what all my cousins are going through. Even though my cousin isn't dead. I know the feeling. My mother died two years ago. It still hurts. My cousin has been in the hospital since Thursday. She had gotten an operation on her foot and then her heart stopped while she was waiting to be seen by a Nurse. They don't know how long she was down for. The Doctor's got her heart back up, but they believe there has been damage to her brain. Today is the big day where the Doctor's will see if there is any brain activity. Then my cousin who is the eldest daughter will be giving the decision if they should continue to have her mother on life support or not. I hope there is some improvement.

Life is so interesting.

Of I've everything I've been through, I'm still at times wondering why it happens. When most of the trials scar me and change me. I may never know, but I hope everything gets easier. I am happier than before because I have a daughter who needs me. I have a husband who loves. I have friends who care about me. I have family who....well they have their moments. Maybe for once I can say "Alhamdulillaah" ( Thank God) for everything and mean it. I guess I was just too scared to be happy. Only Allah knows of my deepest thoughts.