Controversial Topics

Salaam'alaikum,

I have a lot of issues on my mind that I want to throw out in the open. I have a right to speak my mind and I may offend people. Although it's not my intention, I've just observed a lot in my years that I've come up with an idea to try and bring the issues that bother me in to a positive view. I have three issues that are bothering. First issue, Women and Men of Yemen and how each is treated, growing up, marriage, family life, and just life in general. My husband and me always talk about this and I love his views. My husband is Yemeni so he knows what the deal is. Second issue, Convert Muslim and Born Muslims. Third issue, living with Non-Muslims and how they view Muslims. I know many converts face this but I for example have a bigger problem in my family. I will try my best to post each topic within the weekend but it's going to take me a while. I have to choose my words wisely because I'm the type of woman who doesn't sugar ANYTHING.

Love,

Smiley

Sorry for M.I.A

Salaam'alaikum,

It's been one heck of a ride for me these past few months. As of now I'm in Texas. I had to leave to New York because it was really messing with me and my pregnancy. I'm going to make a list of what has happen to me while I was in New York.

1. I was in the hospital more than once.
2. Insurance advisor acting up.
3. UTI that wasn't going away.
4. Passing kidney crumb size kidney stones.
5. Throwing up everything I ate or drank.
6. Couldn't sleep at night.
7. When walking outside, I was like gasping for air. The air is filthy in NY.
8. I couldn't eat anything.
9. I lost about 20lbs.
10. Nausea 24/7

All of the above that was happening to me, I had to leave. On Monday the 19th, I woke up crying telling my husband I want to leave to Texas. He got sad but he set his emotions aside and worried about our baby's health and mine. We got the ticket and I headed to Texas. I was still sick on the plane and when I got to Texas. The next morning, I felt 100% better.

1. I am able to eat.
2. I can go to the bathroom normal.
3. I can drink all the water I want without throwing up.
4. I can breathe in the air without throwing up.
5. I feel so much better.
6. I miss my husband so much.

Alhamdulillaah I feel so much better being in Texas. When I get my Medicaid and see the OBGYN, I will ask what is best for me. As in going back to NY or staying in Texas. If I tell the Doctor all that I felt in NY, I'm sure he/she will suggest I stay in Texas.

So that is my update and I will come more often on my blog inshallah. Also fix my blog up to look pretty :) Ma'salaama.

Love,
Smiley

Update update

Salaam'alaikum,

I'm on an iPhone so please forgive me. My laptop has died. I am now 13 weeks pregnant and feel so much better. Not throwing up as much and I can eat again alhamdulillaah. I'll try and update more on my blog but this iPhone is evil and it's kinda hard to be on my blog. Well so now you know how I am.

Love,
smiley

I'm here and there.

Salaam'alaikum,

I've been very tired. I only hang out at my sister forum, Facebook, and you tube. I'm doing okay alhamdulillaah. I've found a few things that trigger me to vomit. One being the cold air here in NY. I'll be walking and then BAM. I stop to vomit. Also the smell here in the city. My goodness we need some air fresheners. So going out is not all the time. My poor hubby he just stands next to me telling me it's going to be okay. All in all, life is great alhamdulillaah.

Love,
Smiley

All I can eat :(

Salaam'alaikum,

I can eat crackers, drink water, and eat Sour power straws. That's it :( Inshallah this nausea ends soon. I don't like this feeling.

I do get morning sickness. There a catch to it ;)

Salaam'alaikum,

I do get morning sickness only if I make myself throw up. I know that isn't right but after I do throw up, I feel so much better alhamdulillaah. This morning was OMG ewwww. I threw up in the sink in the restroom exorcist style LOL!

Love,

Smiley

It will never end.

Salaam'alaikum,

The tiredness and sickness will never end :(. Alhamdulillaah for everything but oh goodness it feels awful. *sigh* Inshallah it will end. Please end sooner!